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Happy Birthday, 2012

On the 21st of Decem­ber, last year I told myself, that I would want to write some­thing here, that oblig­a­tory post that I post  every year.

To be fair, I did try to pen some­thing, although I would not say pen because that ‘pen some­thing’ was actu­al­ly a form of vir­tu­al entry that I have in my brain, that sor­ta thing.

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Happy Birthday, 2011

I do not know when, but when I last sent The Boy a one-sided short text mes­sage, I did not receive a deliv­ery report. No replies, no deliv­ery report, noth­ing. This was back in 2010.

A few days back, as I was brows­ing on my What­sapp, I saw a famil­iar num­ber that was on What­sapp. It was The Boy’s num­ber; I have kept his num­ber till date, not want­i­ng to remove it from my address book, not want­i­ng to remove him.

Iron­ic, I am still not able to get him on Face­book, he has just vanished.

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Just Ed..

I could feel a hot one tak­ing me down
For a moment, I could feel the force
Faint­ed to the point of tears
And you were hold­ing on to make a point
What’s the point?

I’m but a clean man, sta­ble and alone man
Make it so I won’t have to try
The faces always stay the same
So I face the fact that I’m just fine
I said that I’m just fine

I miss you dear­ly, L

Lyrics from I Can Feel A Hot One by Man­ches­ter Orchestra

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I have been very lone­ly lately.

Ever since Frankie left for Miri to work, I have been look­ing at my MSN list for hours try­ing to look for some­one to chat.

I tried to talk to the boy, but the boy refuse to talk to me because he is pissed at some­thing that I do not think I have done.

How now ?

Maybe I should go com­pa­ny Puki.


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