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The problems

Sleep­less­ness, that is what I can use to describe myself.

I would want to blame it on the dif­fer­ent time zones, they call it jet lagged. Yes, I have been liv­ing on a jet set­ter’s lifestyle since late Novem­ber. It was fun, to be able to trav­el all around, meet­ing dif­fer­ent peo­ple before I start myself in Uni in May.

But that is not the point, the point is, I want­ed to stay away from my home in Kuala Lumpur. I had want­ed to do this for a very long time, try­ing to see if I could for­get the boy. The truth is, I can’t. On the boy’s birth­day last year, while I was in Brazil, I gave the boy a call to wish him a hap­py birth­day. I mean, it would only be appro­pri­ate if I do that, at least, I thought it that way.

Not only was I wrong about the whole thing, I still end­ed up cry­ing at night, hug­ging a pil­low, that I was well aware that it would not hug me back.

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The breakdown, again

I guess one of the hard­est thing that peo­ple encounter is when your ex boy friend tells you that they have found some­one that they have fall in love with.

Many of my friends thinks that I was being fool­ish by sup­port­ing him in his stud­ies, but to me, I think it is worth it as I thought it will give me the time to slow­ly regain the boy’s confidence.

A friend told me, that in a rela­tion­ship, we can­not expect the oth­er par­ty to be always for­giv­ing, and can see where is he com­ing from.

The rela­tion­ship between me and the boy has been up and down. The most recent argu­ment that we had was because I told him that I do not like items that flash­es their logo or brand. Like a tee shirt, with a big NIKE logo at the front. The boy mis­un­der­stood me for say­ing that he is flashy. Why did I say that in the first place? We both agreed that we have dif­fer­ent taste when we went shop­ping the oth­er day at Pavil­ion. The things that he choose to buy, all bear­ing big logos at the front. I on the there hand, choose the more sub­tle designs.

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15 things I can’t forget about him

Since I keep on think­ing just about L, I thought per­haps I can make a list of the things that I can­not for­get about him. Things that I remem­ber so fond­ly about him.

You see, in this short 5 months rela­tion­ship, we have been togeth­er like well, too much. I won’t say its a good thing because the more we see each oth­er, the more dis­agree­ment we have. Then again, I won’t say it’s a bad thing, because the peri­od of time that we see each oth­er, actu­al­ly bonds us togeth­er even stronger.

Well, unfor­tu­nate­ly I raised my voice and cursed at him for no obvi­ous rea­sons. The only thing that I can do now is to regret my actions, and try to get him back again.

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Suddenly, Sex is not all important

In a heist, I pen down my entry about my boy friend after he sent me a mes­sage that he wants to take a break from the rela­tion­ship, a per­son­al time for himself.

A few peo­ple had sent me email about it, and I thank you guys for the con­cerns, I real­ly do. I think my post could have been mis­un­der­stood, or mak­ing some peo­ple con­fused and thus ask­ing me ques­tions; ques­tions is some­thing I do not need now, what I need is some time to myself, and to think about the reper­cus­sions of the things that I have done.

This post would, hope­ful­ly explain all.


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