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Overcoming depression

I had a long chat on MSN with a close friend, and I think I know what the prob­lems is.

You see, after that whole episods of me puk­ing my guts out in my own room, I think I am suf­fer­ing from depres­sion and needs med­ical help. I mean, this is not nor­mal, being sui­ci­dal is not nor­mal. Besides hav­ing to clean my room full of puke, and blood, I guess I am okay.

Some­one says that I sound very pos­ses­sive. I was­n’t real­ly. I was try­ing to pro­tect L, I tried too hard. I was wor­ried.

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Breakup package

One of the hard­est thing that comes in any ‘breakup pack­age’ is the amount of tears that you are required to shred.

I had not had the hearts to leave L. I know I have always use that to threat­en L and it nev­er work, not a sin­gle once.

Me for one could not take the breakup that eas­i­ly. Both of us are hard sells. He wants me to start it over again, I can’t see­ing the amount of feel­ings that I had with him, and I cer­tain­ly would not want to just ‘move on’.

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