I know my love life has been very complicated. Since my childhood, I had not many company. My closest friend is staying away from me because of work, and perhaps because he is also feeling guilty for borrowing so much money from me and not able to return back to me, but that is another story.
When I am with the boy, our relationship has been up and down. More on the down side, because we exchange words that we regret after that. I agree that my temper has been a major set down on what things has become, and I cannot blame the boy for that.