I tried so hard, I really did.
It was a prank that I have pulled that went seriously wrong.
At first, I thought I wanted to see his reaction on how he would see things. Now, I guess I have to change my point of view to a whole new perspective.
I could not sleep last night. Penning my [last entry](http://www.cedricang.com/personal/thoughts-20090427/ “Thoughts”) I was already exhausted, perhaps with what has been going on for the past few months, perhaps with what has been going on lately. I tried to slot in hints on my Facebook, hints that I wasn’t ready for a long distance relationship. I am a ‘closeted’ person. Closeted not that I am not out, but a rather, I prefer to be close to someone, the be able to hug the person, to kiss the person, and in return to be loved.