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Judgement day; HIV test results

Well, I have final­ly done it. Due to L’s request pre­vi­ous­ly, and the require­ment to get a work per­mit in Sin­ga­pore, I went to PT for a HIV Screening.

To those that had sent me your best wish­es on IM, and those that asked me the results the moment I signed in, I tru­ly appre­ci­ate them. For the friends that called me, friends that had send me emails, I tru­ly love you all.

To a friend that sent me a video that he made, it real­ly made my day. Thanks too!

For those read­ers that reads my blog, I am still doing okay, and I am fine.

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A random post

When I am ner­vous, I tend to write a lot. Try­ing to get things off my head as far back as pos­si­ble. When I think too much, I get excit­ed, anx­ious and depres­sion then starts to kick in. It is not good for both myself, and the peo­ple that is sur­round­ing me; espe­cial­ly Lester.

If you haven notice, I have been start­ing to call L Lester in the blog. I think it is a good thing since Lester had already acknowl­edge it. I mean, there are a dozen of peo­ple with the name Lester any­ways, gay or not *smile*.

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Bumps and potholes in life

Life is just full of speed bumps and potholes.

Just when you thought every­thing would be okay, you set out your plans to embrace what is good to come, you then find out that in order to get a work per­mit in Sin­ga­pore requires you to have a med­ical check­up. Which means, a HIV test.

If you have fol­lowed my blog ear­ly enough, you would have read that I was con­tem­plat­ing into doing the test because I was scared and wor­ried. I was­n’t scared of the process, but more to anx­ious about the results.

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Defeating the negative devils

Things did not went as I would have want­ed it to be. Almost imme­di­ate­ly after I post­ed the entry, L mes­saged in my MSN urg­ing me to go for the test. It was left as an offline mes­sage because I was­n’t online at that moment.

He came online that day. I was online the same time as he was. I was still con­tem­plat­ing if I should tell him or not. I choose to let him know, at least I would want to be respon­si­ble for that action. The act that I should have been for a test­ing before engag­ing in a rela­tion­ship with some­one as young and adorable and LOVING as my boy friend.

I told him, he said he knew what was it about. I had no idea about the offline mes­sage that he had sent me because my MSN was not capa­ble of receiv­ing such. L was being very very sup­port­ive. From his words, he seems to be calm, which is a good thing. I guess the biggest obsta­cle to face now is me, and only myself.

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Sleeplessness, worried and anxious

I can’t sleep, and I wish I can.

It all start­ed ear­li­er today when I mes­sage a cou­ple of peo­ple in my address book. Just say­ing hi kind of thing so that peo­ple do not for­get my existence.

One of them came back, it start­ed off with a casu­al chat. How has he been doing, how was every­thing and stuffs.

Then it strikes me.

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