The worst thing of events that are happening right now are something that I wasn’t prepared for.
A couple of weeks back, I had an argument with L, simply because I have brush aside a question that L had asked me. Why do I want to meet up with younger people. I had to brush it aside first because of work. I was busy working on something and I did not want that to interfere. I thought it would be alright, I was dead wrong.
When L messaged me that he is going to go to a pub with a friend to look for a job, I had a feeling that something bad is going to happen. I was right.
I was worried sick when he said that his phone run out of battery and still had no sign of him till wee hours in the morning. I felt better then and took a nap after I know that he is safe.
Then, later in the day, I found out that he is with the same person again, I am not sure if he had lied about it, but he said he is with friends in the cinema.
I waited till today, when I can’t stand the frustration of waiting, and I gave him a call. I asked him a simple question, is he seeing someone else. He said yes.