Well, prior to penning down this entry, I have been thinking over and over about the ‘consequences’ that I have caused for the past few days.
I have gotten a many emails, disapproving my ‘act’ of posting nudes of guys that I have photographed. Mind you that these are not considered pornographic in the international law, and moreover I am totally compliant of my Terms Of Service with my provider (they allow adult materials).
Despite the fact that many people thinks that I am gay, I might as well just admit it here; I am not.
You see, I have this thing for the female human species as well, it is just that it do not ‘come out’ that often, and when it does, I sometimes could not contain it myself. So to speak, I preferred a relationship with a guy than anything else. Perhaps that is what makes people have the perception that I am gay.
So back to the ‘thinking part’. I have been thinking of making the blog a little more friendly to the eyes of Malaysians as I have noticed that most of the readers are coming from Malaysia. Being conservative as it is, I think people will shout foul the moment they see a cock. Which I am quite sure, because it was an issue back then when the ‘Sarung something girl’ showed a little of her boobs, and it got full media attention.
I would not mind the 5 minute of fame, but then again, some part of me is still not comfortable. I mean, it would really feel weird when I walk on the street, and some people are staring at me, as though I am some fuck machine waiting to screw any hole that I see on the street. Well, it just will not work that way, I too have a set of ‘quality control’.
As I slowly pen down this entry, many thoughts have been running in my head, trying to escape from my skull into the world, however these thoughts are just random and they do not make much sense if I were to pen them all down one by one.
For sure, I would love to entertain my ‘other’ readers about my sexual life (it’s interesting, I promise) but I would love to keep the readers that are more conservative.
So instead of offending both parties, I would still post interesting bits and pieces of my sexual life, and yet try to remain as eye pleasing as possible.
Well, that is what I came up for now. Until I get something better, this is how I will write.