Turning into a new leaf

Well, pri­or to pen­ning down this entry, I have been think­ing over and over about the ‘con­se­quences’ that I have caused for the past few days.

I have got­ten a many emails, dis­ap­prov­ing my ‘act’ of post­ing nudes of guys that I have pho­tographed. Mind you that these are not con­sid­ered porno­graph­ic in the inter­na­tion­al law, and more­over I am total­ly com­pli­ant of my Terms Of Ser­vice with my provider (they allow adult materials).

Despite the fact that many peo­ple thinks that I am gay, I might as well just admit it here; I am not.

You see, I have this thing for the female human species as well, it is just that it do not ‘come out’ that often, and when it does, I some­times could not con­tain it myself. So to speak, I pre­ferred a rela­tion­ship with a guy than any­thing else. Per­haps that is what makes peo­ple have the per­cep­tion that I am gay.

So back to the ‘think­ing part’. I have been think­ing of mak­ing the blog a lit­tle more friend­ly to the eyes of Malaysians as I have noticed that most of the read­ers are com­ing from Malaysia. Being con­ser­v­a­tive as it is, I think peo­ple will shout foul the moment they see a cock. Which I am quite sure, because it was an issue back then when the ‘Sarung some­thing girl’ showed a lit­tle of her boobs, and it got full media attention.

I would not mind the 5 minute of fame, but then again, some part of me is still not com­fort­able. I mean, it would real­ly feel weird when I walk on the street, and some peo­ple are star­ing at me, as though I am some fuck machine wait­ing to screw any hole that I see on the street. Well, it just will not work that way, I too have a set of ‘qual­i­ty control’.

As I slow­ly pen down this entry, many thoughts have been run­ning in my head, try­ing to escape from my skull into the world, how­ev­er these thoughts are just ran­dom and they do not make much sense if I were to pen them all down one by one.

For sure, I would love to enter­tain my ‘oth­er’ read­ers about my sex­u­al life (it’s inter­est­ing, I promise) but I would love to keep the read­ers that are more conservative.

So instead of offend­ing both par­ties, I would still post inter­est­ing bits and pieces of my sex­u­al life, and yet try to remain as eye pleas­ing as possible.

Well, that is what I came up for now. Until I get some­thing bet­ter, this is how I will write.

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4 Responses to Turning into a new leaf

  1. Sing_Freedmo December 7, 2007 at 5:23 pm #

    Your choice to please your read­ers are very com­mend­able.. but the rea­son they have start­ed read­ing and fol­low­ing your blog was because of the way you write in the first place. It’s human nature to want to see things which they do not usu­al­ly see and com­ment on things they have no idea about, espe­cial­ly here in Malaysia, but that does not deter them from read­ing your site ! I do hope that you will recon­sid­er your deci­sion to make your site more ‘Malaysian’ friend­ly, heck, life in Malaysia is dull enough and read­ing up on your inter­est­ing escapades sure as hell makes my day 😉 Keep up the good work bro.. peace

  2. Cedric Ang December 7, 2007 at 5:41 pm #

    Well thanks for the com­pli­ment there, I guess you are right about hav­ing some­thing dif­fer­ent. How­ev­er, I still will need to draw that fine thin line there and make the blog more friend­ly for Malaysian eyes.

  3. James December 8, 2007 at 1:18 am #

    you’re not gay?

    then why you’re post­ing lot­sa gay stuff? just wondering.

  4. Cedric Ang December 12, 2007 at 3:23 pm #

    James, thank you for drop­ping and left a com­ment. I would sug­gest that you con­tin­ue read­ing those para­graphs, though.

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