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While I am having trouble trying to start the conversation with the boy, I do feel unhappy about the fact that he had wanted me to get him a sex toy.
This happened a couple of weeks ago, the boy had wanted something to play with. I thought nothing about it, until recently where he had hinted again.
While I don’t mind getting him a toy to play with sometimes, part of me was very reluctant over the purchase. It was fun looking at the pictures, browsing on the websites trying to look for one. I even [went to Tronoh](http://www.cedricang.com/a/personal/my-weekend-perak-trip-20080602/) in an attempt to look for something significant.
The other day when I asked the boy again, what size would he like. He said something around my size, a little longer would be fine. I hate it, it seems like I can’t satisfy him sexually. It hurts, it hurts badly.
I think the matter could be approached in a more civilized way if the boy had assure me that it is just a toy, perhaps a toy for both of us to play with, or to enhance our sexual activity. I was hoping that he put more emphasis on that instead of something else. He did tell me that whenever he needed me, I wasn’t there for him. I can’t agree with that, because most of the time, I would be around. I don’t recall denying him anything, at least I think not of this nature.
We argued again. He told me that I was being mean to him. I was a little edgy, I admit. I tried to cheer him up, no good. He told me he don’t want to talk to me anymore.
Two days has pass…