![Positive or Negative](http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3194/3016990950_e82f5ac080.jpg “Positive or negative”)
The media calls it the influx of moral decadence, some people calls
it God’s act to clean up the world.
HIV and AIDS has been in the world for almost 2 decades, coming to
three. Yet, many people are still unaware, or just plain ignorant.
A boy once told me, HIV virus was formed when there by two
individual’s sperm mixed together. That is how HIV exist, and not
the mutation of other harmless virus.
HIV, it is a very important keyword in the GLTB world, and yet it is
also a taboo subject. When I watch Queer as Folk to pass on time,
HIV has been mention so many times, that it freaks me out.
One thing for sure, is that like in the series, many people thinks
that HIV equals to AIDS, it is not.
The only safe sex to have is not to have sex at all, not even that
urge to suck a nice 6 inch cock. No, never.
Why not? Condom will eventually fail. Ultra thin Durex condoms are
not meant for the rougher anal passage. Moreover, some ultra thin
Durex users often combine their sexual fantasies with poppers, which
makes their sessions last longer.
What if the condom breaks? Will that matter? It is almost as you are
not using one.
Are you wearing the right sized condoms? Too tight will tear the
condom apart, too loose and it will slip off. God did not make our
cocks the same size, neither did Durex made their condoms. So
I remembered one of the sexcapade when I was in my younger days. We
used a condom, I fucked him. However, lubricant wasn’t a luxury, and
the lubricant that we used, was from the condom itself.
Half way through the session, the condom broke.
I did not know what to do, I continue fucking him and I came. I
could see the fear in his eyes, I was still being ignorant that he
might transfer some STI to me.
A decade later, I checked out fine. No STD, no HIV, nothing, ziltch.
But that did not stop me from unsafe sex.
The fear of HIV is lurking inside me recently, perhaps due to ‘Queer
As Folk’ I am not sure.
Then, yesterday’s nightmare was mind opening. Imagine those leeches
that bites on to you, and never let go until they are full. Imagine
these leeches are about the size of a python. Imagine each of my
testicles were bitten by one of these python sized leeches that
would not let it go until they have sucked the cum out of me.
Imagine some friend of mine who were so willing to help, they pulled
the python together with my sizeable testicles.
[Fable Frog](http://afrogpointsofview.blogspot.com “Fable Frog”) said I was sexually deprived.
Perhaps I was.
Should I rubber up this time? Maybe I’ll just make love with my
right hand, it’s guaranteed to be safe this way.