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Happy Birthday, 2010

For as far as I remem­bered, The Boy and I have not been con­tact­ing each oth­er for at least a year. The last time that I have actu­al­ly con­tact­ed him was actu­al­ly a one sided sms mes­sage to him wish­ing him a hap­py birth­day.

It is iron­ic so to speak, to have two ex boy friends that shares the same birth date. At least one of the con­so­la­tion that I have that anoth­er ex is younger than the oth­er.

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Remembering The Boy

I could not put myself togeth­er to clean up the bulk of things that I kept in the store.

It was the mem­o­ries; mem­o­ries of you in my heart for that short peri­od of time that we were togeth­er.

Remem­ber the time when I went over to your place, and then we start­ed send­ing text mes­sages to each oth­er express­ing our inter­est? Remem­ber the time when you sneak out from school to come see me because you said you miss see­ing me?


It was nev­er easy let­ting you go; I have learn that some­times it is always best to let things go in order for us to con­tin­ue mov­ing for­ward.

Look­ing back at the things that was in the store made me think­ing. What was it that made us togeth­er despite our dif­fer­ences.

I can’t find a rea­son.

It’s time now, to let it all go.

Maybe you still have a small spot in my heart, but for now, I think I still have space to store things up under my bed.

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Happy Birthday

There again I was con­tem­plat­ing if I should call The Boy or at least sent him a short mes­sage.

I could not get myself to do it. The last time I tried, I got a “Any­thing? I am busy” reply from him and that feel­ing total­ly sucks.

I was at Han­nah Tan’s con­cert at The Gar­den’s ball­room. Alone.

I brought a gift, a gift that I thought would make some boy hap­py. I reg­is­tered myself, and pass the staff my gift and pro­ceed to the ball­room where Han­nah Tan was going to sing.

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