Two posts in one week? That must be a record.
I was just waiting for my washer to complete it’s cycle.
Just back from work, tired. Thinking of cooking something light, but I had a pizza for a late lunch; I still felt full.
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Well Played
Well Played
So yesterday Matt messaged me for dinner, and I did not saw his message on time, and only replied to him 2 hours later.
He wasn’t happy of course, and in the spruce of the moment, I let it out at him. “How many times have we made love? You cannot even reply to me when I say ‘I love you’, so I would imagine when we last made love”.
The fact is, it has been quite a while since we last had sex. Usually when we were together, he would sleep only in his underwear. Now, he sleeps fully clothed.
It was after a few times of foreplay only nights before Matt allowed me to fuck him. He still refuse to suck me, but I guess I have to live with it.
Its the end
Game over
So it finally ended with Matt after 556 days of being together. Well, most of the time, we were not. Mainly because of how business was moving, and some other things.
So we met up again on that weekend. I told him I wanted something simple for dinner, and he wanted something more.
Well, long story short, he came over, pack up his things, and left.
That Whatsapp Message
It was a short and simple message. “Good morning” I said.
Online.
Last seen, 2 minutes ago.
No replies.
“Happy Valentines,” I said.
Online.
Last seen, 1 minute ago.
No replies.
Blank.
He blocked me.
That Chat
We went for supper shortly after. I wanted to go somewhere further but it was getting too late and I was feeling a little sleepy. So we decided somewhere nearby instead. Again, we had such good conversation about everything up until the dining table.
It was when he showed me his phone with my number who he had named it as ‘Dono Who’. I agree, i did not officially tell him what is my name, which I think it was not important at that time. i took his phone, and entered my name into that entry.
When he took back the phone, he stared at it for a moment.
“Your name is very familiar, where have I known you before?”
A very bad way to clear my name, I realized. He promised to shove it aside but we all know it will not happen. We humans just like to dig out the past and talk about them, one time or another.
Back home, we still continue to talk about it. I showed him some messages that we previously exchanged, and that jogged his memory a little.
We hugged a lot that night, and basically talk till both of us fell asleep. It was the first time I had this kind of experience. I still remember that we had this discussion so seriously, he totally forgot about the road and drive into a pothole.
The morning, we both hugged a little before sending him off. He has got a meeting so i didn’t disturb him during the day. We had planned previously to go for a movie after he has done his stuffs.
Then, things did not go well .. I am still sad.. why? How come? How did it happened the way it did?