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Well Played

Well Played

So yes­ter­day Matt mes­saged me for din­ner, and I did not saw his mes­sage on time, and only replied to him 2 hours lat­er.

He was­n’t hap­py of course, and in the spruce of the moment, I let it out at him. “How many times have we made love? You can­not even reply to me when I say ‘I love you’, so I would imag­ine when we last made love”.

The fact is, it has been quite a while since we last had sex. Usu­al­ly when we were togeth­er, he would sleep only in his under­wear. Now, he sleeps ful­ly clothed.

It was after a few times of fore­play only nights before Matt allowed me to fuck him. He still refuse to suck me, but I guess I have to live with it.

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Its the end

Game over

So it final­ly end­ed with Matt after 556 days of being togeth­er. Well, most of the time, we were not. Main­ly because of how busi­ness was mov­ing, and some oth­er things.

So we met up again on that week­end. I told him I want­ed some­thing sim­ple for din­ner, and he want­ed some­thing more.

Well, long sto­ry short, he came over, pack up his things, and left.

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That Whatsapp Message

It was a short and sim­ple mes­sage. “Good morn­ing” I said.

Online.

Last seen, 2 min­utes ago.

No replies.

Hap­py Valen­tines,” I said.

Online.

Last seen, 1 minute ago.

No replies.

Blank.

He blocked me.

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That Chat

We went for sup­per short­ly after. I want­ed to go some­where fur­ther but it was get­ting too late and I was feel­ing a lit­tle sleepy. So we decid­ed some­where near­by instead. Again, we had such good con­ver­sa­tion about every­thing up until the din­ing table.

It was when he showed me his phone with my num­ber who he had named it as ‘Dono Who’. I agree, i did not offi­cial­ly tell him what is my name, which I think it was not impor­tant at that time. i took his phone, and entered my name into that entry.

When he took back the phone, he stared at it for a moment.

Your name is very famil­iar, where have I known you before?”

A very bad way to clear my name, I real­ized. He promised to shove it aside but we all know it will not hap­pen. We humans just like to dig out the past and talk about them, one time or anoth­er.

Back home, we still con­tin­ue to talk about it. I showed him some mes­sages that we pre­vi­ous­ly exchanged, and that jogged his mem­o­ry a lit­tle.

We hugged a lot that night, and basi­cal­ly talk till both of us fell asleep. It was the first time I had this kind of expe­ri­ence. I still remem­ber that we had this dis­cus­sion so seri­ous­ly, he total­ly for­got about the road and dri­ve into a pot­hole.

The morn­ing, we both hugged a lit­tle before send­ing him off. He has got a meet­ing so i did­n’t dis­turb him dur­ing the day. We had planned pre­vi­ous­ly to go for a movie after he has done his stuffs.

Then, things did not go well .. I am still sad.. why? How come? How did it hap­pened the way it did?

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