Well, I too not too sure what is going on with myself lately.
To think about the boy, [makes me cry](http://www.cedricang.com/personal/same-subject-different-day-20090331/).
To think about home, makes me [lonely](http://www.cedricang.com/personal/lonely-20080822/).
To think about going out and take some pictures, my camera is at the bottom of a crocodile infested river in [Chiang Mai](http://www.cedricang.com/rant/accident-in-chiang-mai-20090508/).
To think about having sex with a stranger in Central Park, then I am [scared of this](http://www.cedricang.com/personal/are-you-positive-or-negative-20081107/).