Cedric Ang

That sudden urge, only to be satisfied by a sudden reappearance of a guy that I know.

This guy has been missing from my MSN for months. The last time we had a decent conversation we actually planned a meet up soon ever since he had moved nearer to my place.  It did not turned out well due the the time conflicts and all. On this one fine night when I was preparing to bed, I saw this familiar name on my MSN signing in.

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I hate it that sometimes when I feel like blogging, and when I switch on my Macbook Pro and open up my blog site, that whole ‘I want to blog’ feeling just went away.

If you remember the last time I talked about The Boy was when I sent him a birthday message that eventually undelivered. Just a few weeks back, I saw him working in a boutique down town. I was not sure how should I be responding to such emotion, that I was trying really hard to avoid a face to face encounter. Partially it was because our break-up was not a pleasant one.

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A very unorganized post as I write straight from my thoughts. It happens, and will always happen.

It was one of those nights that I was craving to get someone to top me. Boy friend is a bottom, so getting that accomplished would be a rather hard thing to do.

So I turned to Facebook, managed to get a few potentials and a few phone numbers. As I was having dinner with boy friend, one of the random numbers replied to my plea for sex.

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This is a continuation of my previous post, Night in a Japanese Gay Bar

It was morning in Japan when you can hear birds chirping. The morning sun peeked from the curtain, and shine in to Kanata’s room.

Before I continue, let me warn you that this post is going to be ‘expressed’; I will not be checking on my spellings, and I would not be bothered if I am grammatically right. At such ungodly hours, this is the best that I can do (and probably laughing at myself later)

I could feel Kanata’s breath landing on my face in the early spring morning. I looked at Kanata’s closed eyes, I put out an arm, and tried to hold him closer to me.

Picture stolen from Nase

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My worries finally catch up with me. After our attempt to lure David into our threesome act, my worries was about Harry; whether can he accept our ‘extra curricular’ activity

It has been three days since I have heard from Harry. The last time I talked with him was when he was on his way back to his hometown (school holidays and all) and he finally had time to get online. He did not mention anything much, and I thought everything is fine.

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A careful plan was drafted out with Harry. The plan was to get David to Harry’s house, and then we try to seduce him with kisses, and hugs and see if we could get David aroused.

It worked up pretty okay at first. I went over to Harry’s place to pick his sleepy ass up, then went over to David’s to pick him up. We wanted to head over to my place because it was a little too early to do the shopping that Harry wanted to do. (continue reading…)

“Cedric, you ex boy friend looks like my friend. He is my junior and he looked exactly like him”

That was what he told me when I first showed him the boy’s picture over the Internet. I had slowly gotten over the whole break-up thing, but I wasn’t still sure that I have put the boy aside, and continue with what is going on what is in front of me.

I supposed I cannot forget the fact that I can easily fall in love, even back in my heart, I still think about the boy, all the time.

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Once upon a time in the magical land where I stay, a young boy fell in love.

It was love at first sight, for me and the boy. We were officially dating since day one when we met, and I could easily say that we seems like have know each other since our past life. The boy was perfect, articulate, charming, and the sex was amazing.

Late one night, I popped my fantasies to the boy. I had always wanted to have a threesome sex.

Perhaps it is a couple’s way to spice up the love life.

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I used to buy a lot of condoms.

No, I do not use them. Well, maybe once or twice, but very seldom.

Condoms to me are never a mix. I dislike the smell, I dislike the ‘action’ of having to take off the condom after a good fuck. Most people would want to just rest after a good 3 hours of bedding session, I would appreciate that too.

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The media calls it the influx of moral decadence, some people calls it God’s act to clean up the world.

HIV and AIDS has been in the world for almost 2 decades, coming to three. Yet, many people are still unaware, or just plain ignorant.

A boy once told me, HIV virus was formed when there by two individual’s sperm mixed together. That is how HIV exist, and not the mutation of other harmless virus.

HIV, it is a very important keyword in the GLTB world, and yet it is also a taboo subject. When I watch Queer as Folk to pass on time, HIV has been mention so many times, that it freaks me out.

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