Cedric Ang

I do not know when, but when I last sent The Boy a one-sided short text message, I did not receive a delivery report. No replies, no delivery report, nothing. This was back in 2010.

A few days back, as I was browsing on my Whatsapp, I saw a familiar number that was on Whatsapp. It was The Boy’s number; I have kept his number till date, not wanting to remove it from my address book, not wanting to remove him.

Ironic, I am still not able to get him on Facebook, he has just vanished.

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I could feel a hot one taking me down
For a moment, I could feel the force
Fainted to the point of tears
And you were holding on to make a point
What’s the point?

I’m but a clean man, stable and alone man
Make it so I won’t have to try
The faces always stay the same
So I face the fact that I’m just fine
I said that I’m just fine

I miss you dearly, L

Lyrics from I Can Feel A Hot One by Manchester Orchestra

I have been very lonely lately.

Ever since Frankie left for Miri to work, I have been looking at my MSN list for hours trying to look for someone to chat.

I tried to talk to the boy, but the boy refuse to talk to me because he is pissed at something that I do not think I have done.

How now ?

Maybe I should go company Puki.