Right now, I am about 5,000 feet above sea level enroute to Kuala Lumpur from Bali, Indonesia. I can’t move because I am at the window seat, and there is nothing to see outside beside some lights, perhaps from Singapore or something.

I had a chance to catch the Sunday service when I was in Bali. Despite having a great night out at Klapa with Max Glazer, I was really well awake during worship.

Allah? Isn’t that what they say is the ‘property’ of Islam, and no one but the muslims can use it? It was a familiar song that I know, but it was sang in Bahasa Indonesia, with Allah the only word that I understand; is this the Allah the Allah that I know? Or did I just hear something wrongly.

You see, back in Malaysia, someone could have been beheaded if was found using the word Allah. Well, not that bad but at least someone decided that it was cool to torch down some church, to show that Allah belongs to them.

Some went over the extreme, perhaps to create some tension between the Christians, and torch some suraus. They could not reach the mosque, because those places would have been heavily guarded, no?

Human beings are always like that, I felt. Why are we so fast in claiming some certain properties as being ours when it is a well known fact that it isn’t?

I don’t understand.

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On the other hand, I have also noticed a slight increase of readers to my blog, and this is not from the search engine. While I am not sure what is going on, I hope the new readers would enjoy reading, and perhaps more comments. (It is weird that I have only 0.1% of my readers commenting) This was back a couple of years ago.

As a growing boy, I had never had the problem of generating my own ‘hard-on’. Most of my childhood sexcapedes involves friends, and more friends. I was starting to get interested with boys at a very young age, but it was more of a curiosity, than anything sexual.

I guess my first masturbation was around the age 11 when I started playing with myself. Of course, dry spell occurred until the age of 13 or 14, when I jerked in front of my friend in the school toilet, and with surprised. I cummed on his school pants grin

During my school days, I’ve been exposed to a lot of porn, needless to say, I wasn’t quite interested because of the sheer bluntness of the shows. I was more interested with the more artistic side of the movie.

Most of my encounters are always the ‘ad-hoc’ type. Which pretty much means we go out, get horny, and fuck. No time for condoms, sometimes no time for proper lubricant as well.

Many other times, these people that I went out with are either curious about being gay, or just plain straight. Most of the time, me being the culprit, giving them the hard-on.

Or well, at least my story always ends with two satisfied youngsters right?

So what about the boy that needs porn? Perhaps another day, I will tell you the story.

edit For the sake of whoring for comments, let me know which story do you want me to write first
1. The boy that needs porn
2. The boy that I cummed on his school pants
3. The boy that we first had our oral stimulation
4. The boy that was penetrated

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I have been out of the country for a very long time, that I have lost count already. My passport has been abused and harassed numerous times, that I think that abuse might turn into an enjoyment. One do wonder, do the custom’s officers enjoyed spanking the on the visitor’s passports when they embark into the country.

Here I am, in Wellington, New Zealand. I must say, I have met a lot of people from all over the world, From Argentina, to Brazil right up to New Zealand.

I could say that I can’t wait to get back to Malaysia, back to my not so closet self, back to all the hypocritical people, back to all that political bullshits. Yes, I have been following the Perak by-elections, and I can tell you, I think these idiots should just do the world a favor, and bury themselves. The news on The Star’s news site tickled my funny bone. Now, I know it is a strong fashion statement, but do we really get fined for wearing a skirt nowadays? Zang Toi should not be allowed to have outlets in Malaysia, then, if they are going to fine for RM20. What was that for? A fashion statement? Or a show of power? Perhaps, in better words, a show of stupidity and being a closed minded government?

Just when I bought a pair of Jimmy Choo’s 5 inch heels that I thought would be a fucking good fashion statement. Now I am not too sure if I should be walking down to Pavilion, with a pair of heels that the female species are so dying for. Yes, I wore heels.

On a not too recent studies, Mr Yik Koon Teh in a paper wrote that transexuals cannot be explained by social factors. While we all understand that the Muslims enforced the prohibition of transgenders, but why are the rulings enforced to those, who are not Muslims?

In school, we were brain washed by the Malaysian education system that Malaysia is a multiracial country, and that Islam, is the official religion. I believe many still have that in their school books. Alas, ‘leaders’ these days tells us, Malaysia is a Muslim country, and that we, as a Malaysian, should follow what Muslim countries do.

Perhaps that is the main reason why I wanted to leave Malaysia so badly. Not that I feel that the other countries would be better, but a more rather, ‘not so much bullshit’.

I am tired, staring at my Macbook Pro isn’t going to get me sleepy at all. I should rest, a lot if stuffs waiting for me in the morning.

Oh, I do think that Malaysia is the the most closet case of all in terms of sexuality. Come out from the closet already, will you?

Reference: International Journal of Transgenderism (PDF)

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Back to the subject, and to recap what happen.

Yesterday, I saw a stream of visitors coming in from this source. It was pointing to my post, Spit or Swallow and shortly after that, he removed his email on the site, his Multiply link and his post.

Well, Of course I have the tendacy to save up everything interesting that I see on the net, just in case people remove them, like this case for example.

Since I have no other known way to reach you, I guess this is my only mortal way to get my message across to you. Whether you interpreted it as a good thing or bad thing, I have totally no control of. Emails to you were rather pointless as I don’t know how accurate the information that I got.

Despite that, I think you are kinda cute/hot. If you were anywhere off my mark of ‘qualification’ then I have to say I don’t fucking give a damn about it.

So whatever it is, here it goes.

KhengWei, you have once again disappoint me. Being someone who can further your studies in Singapore, I would expect a person that is much more knowledgeable than any Joe who studies in Malaysia. Then again, I studied in Malaysia (and still am) so putting that as my strong point also make it a weak point.

However, I am glad that the traffic surge to your site were noticeable, I was worried that it would have your attention then my abusive typing on my laptop would have gone into waste. True enough, posting something like this might be wrong to you, but I can assure you that it is totally complient with the Terms Of Service that my hosting provider. I wasn’t seeking any enchantment by posting what I posted. I mean, you can blog about your school, your studies (wish you well in your exams!) and everything else; why am I bound to your ‘morality dictation’ where like I have mentioned earlier, it is well compliant with my provider’s TOS?

The reason you have scrolled down your browser because you thought you have a good gesture in speed reading. However, you have failed to identify the nature of the post before it was too late. Hence, any amount of warning or disclaimer plastered on the side would not suffice as it is your nature to not read.

You were saying that you don’t give a damn about what I have posted, then why are you still carry it on your shoulder? Throw away that burden, and you might live happier.

Anyway KhengWei, I am sorry that the pictures that I have posted confused you about your sexuality. Okay, maybe not that serious, but still…

Like I told you, you are kinda hot.

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The reason I did that is because some lost soul cry foul over some of the pictures that they see, even though the first paragraphs of cum and licks already suggested what is in place.

Thanks to KhengWei that highlighted the site for me, but I must say that you are pretty much a hypocrite yourself, don’t you think?

You are looking at a sweating person and that makes you puke, then you must be living in the North Pole because people in Malaysia (or Singapore for your case) sweats caused of the above 26 degrees of tempreture.

You cry foul the when you see Osbert licking his own cum, but you did however, volunterily scroll down your browser. Unless of course your browser ‘magically’ scroll down to see more of it, which I think would make your browser gay and you should quickly uninstall Firefox. Try with Opera browser instead, I heard they are not as gay as Firefox or Internet Explorer.

You assumed too much, I said Osbert loves to lick up his own cum, I never did said we were jacking off together. You have nothing against homosexuals, but like wise, you find them disgusting. That doesn’t really sound right. As a gay, I don’t think heterosexuals are disgusting. I mean, sex can only be 3 things.

• Reproduction
• Intimacy & Emotional needs
• Symbolic Rituals

Now, for sure I am not into reproduction, not right now, not in the near future. Which leads me to intimacy with a lot of emotional needs.

Having said that, I do not just go out to any guys and ask them for sex, that’s wrong. In fact, we gay guys are cautious because not every other guys out there share the same adventures as us. Straight people can post up movies and pictures of them fucking each other, why cry foul when a gay guy does the same? Where there any kittens killed in the process? No.

Then it comes to the symbolic rituals. Did you know that the Emperors of China fucks guys to maintain the Yin & Yang within their body? Do you also know that in ancient Greece that man and man sleeps (fucks) together but must use different sexual positions for each gender?

Osbert were never my partner, nor did he dumped me. We were just gay guys enjoying ourselfs, just like you straight people jacking off looking at walls with your minds filled with boobs and pussies.

Then again, shouldn’t you be a bit happier because there are more gays out there? Less competition for you straight people, no?

By the way KhangWei, I thought that your pictures that you have posted in your Multiply were kinda hot. Well to put that in better words, I like guys with little leg hairs. Hairy legs turns me off. I could post your picture here to share with my other ‘gay’ readers how you looked like, but I think you might want that privacy to yourself. Of course, you can remove your pictures now like you have with your multiply link and email, but I think it is too late as I already saved up all in my thumbdrive. Not too bad of a sight, I must say. Come to think of it, I think I might know you.

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