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Coming Out

Love, Simon

For a long time, I was killing myself to hide that fact. I had all these rea­sons, it was unfair that only gay peo­ple had to come out, I was sick of change, but the truth is, I was just scared.

First, I thought it was just a gay thing but then I realised that no mat­ter what, announc­ing who you are to the world is pret­ty ter­ri­fy­ing cause what if the world doesn’t like you. So, I did what­ev­er I could to keep my secret.

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Meeting someone new

I hate it that some­times when I feel like blog­ging, and when I switch on my Mac­book Pro and open up my blog site, that whole ‘I want to blog’ feel­ing just went away.

If you remem­ber the last time I talked about The Boy was when I sent him a birth­day mes­sage that even­tu­al­ly unde­liv­ered. Just a few weeks back, I saw him work­ing in a bou­tique down town. I was not sure how should I be respond­ing to such emo­tion, that I was try­ing real­ly hard to avoid a face to face encounter. Par­tial­ly it was because our break-up was not a pleas­ant one.

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Morning at Kanata’s room

*This is a con­tin­u­a­tion of my pre­vi­ous post, [Night in a Japan­ese Gay Bar](http://www.cedricang.com/personal/night-in-a-japanese-gay-bar-20090506 “Night in a Japan­ese Gay bar”)*

It was morn­ing in Japan when you can hear birds chirp­ing. The morn­ing sun peeked from the cur­tain, and shine in to Kanata’s room.

*Before I con­tin­ue, let me warn you that this post is going to be ‘expressed’; I will not be check­ing on my spellings, and I would not be both­ered if I am gram­mat­i­cal­ly right. At such ungod­ly hours, this is the best that I can do (and prob­a­bly laugh­ing at myself lat­er)*

I could feel Kanata’s breath land­ing on my face in the ear­ly spring morn­ing. I looked at Kanata’s closed eyes, I put out an arm, and tried to hold him clos­er to me.


![In Bed](http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_HR5SJm9sR60/SPTd18NeqYI/AAAAAAAAGNA/wh3YTY_NIaU/s400/Gay_Couple_togetherness_in_bed_01.jpg “In Bed”)

Pic­ture stolen from [Nase](http://nase-adoctorslife.blogspot.com “Nase”)

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Having HIV?

Love Box

I used to buy a lot of con­doms.

No, I do not use them. Well, maybe once or twice, but very sel­dom.

Con­doms to me are nev­er a mix. I dis­like the smell, I dis­like the ‘action’ of hav­ing to take off the con­dom after a good fuck. Most peo­ple would want to just rest after a good 3 hours of *bed­ding* ses­sion, I would appre­ci­ate that too.

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