Wake up in the morning, breakfast for my dear, and off we went spending the whole day in the uni. Back home, the usual hang out together thing, dinner and off to bed. I barely had time to masturbate myself (not really because I have my dear to help me out).

Gosh, I never knew uni stuff is that much. I don’t need more time, just more energy to put myself in front of the computer and write something.

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I will not be able to update.

The medication that the doctors gave me makes me drowsy.

This guy got admitted a few days before. He passed away this morning.

I cannot resist but to get one of the nurse to pose for me. Tee hee

Well I wish I can get home soon, but they said I need to be quarantined for another 5 more days.

So ya, someone sneaked in my Macbook Pro to the ward. Security isn’t as tight, but still.

I miss my soft bed, I miss my warm fuzzling jacuzzi. I want to get home quick.

Doctors are here again, he asked me to get off the computer in 5 minutes. So ya, I will be around.

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I have been out of the country for a very long time, that I have lost count already. My passport has been abused and harassed numerous times, that I think that abuse might turn into an enjoyment. One do wonder, do the custom’s officers enjoyed spanking the on the visitor’s passports when they embark into the country.

Here I am, in Wellington, New Zealand. I must say, I have met a lot of people from all over the world, From Argentina, to Brazil right up to New Zealand.

I could say that I can’t wait to get back to Malaysia, back to my not so closet self, back to all the hypocritical people, back to all that political bullshits. Yes, I have been following the Perak by-elections, and I can tell you, I think these idiots should just do the world a favor, and bury themselves. The news on The Star’s news site tickled my funny bone. Now, I know it is a strong fashion statement, but do we really get fined for wearing a skirt nowadays? Zang Toi should not be allowed to have outlets in Malaysia, then, if they are going to fine for RM20. What was that for? A fashion statement? Or a show of power? Perhaps, in better words, a show of stupidity and being a closed minded government?

Just when I bought a pair of Jimmy Choo’s 5 inch heels that I thought would be a fucking good fashion statement. Now I am not too sure if I should be walking down to Pavilion, with a pair of heels that the female species are so dying for. Yes, I wore heels.

On a not too recent studies, Mr Yik Koon Teh in a paper wrote that transexuals cannot be explained by social factors. While we all understand that the Muslims enforced the prohibition of transgenders, but why are the rulings enforced to those, who are not Muslims?

In school, we were brain washed by the Malaysian education system that Malaysia is a multiracial country, and that Islam, is the official religion. I believe many still have that in their school books. Alas, ‘leaders’ these days tells us, Malaysia is a Muslim country, and that we, as a Malaysian, should follow what Muslim countries do.

Perhaps that is the main reason why I wanted to leave Malaysia so badly. Not that I feel that the other countries would be better, but a more rather, ‘not so much bullshit’.

I am tired, staring at my Macbook Pro isn’t going to get me sleepy at all. I should rest, a lot if stuffs waiting for me in the morning.

Oh, I do think that Malaysia is the the most closet case of all in terms of sexuality. Come out from the closet already, will you?

Reference: International Journal of Transgenderism (PDF)

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Well. whenever I look at the pictures of the boy, it always reminds me of how adorable the guy is.

True that I did not approach the boy, I was with two other friends that time, and it was rather not polite to be ditching them and went on for something else.

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Yes, no more that bullshit from Blogger, at least this way I can write freely without the fear of my blog gets deleted.

Of course, special thank to my sweetheart Eugene for making this possible, thank you to my lovely god brother to help me to import my entries and all the other stuffs that I don’t know how to do.

And thank you the readers that has been keeping the blog by sending me regards via email and Facebook asking me what happened to it.

I think that black theme is a bit harsh on the eyes. I had always preferred the white or lighter colored backgrounds. I seem to be able to find out where and how to edit, so I am thinking of editing them to see if I can get the theme to how I want it to be.

I have a lot of stories to tell, stories of when I was in Brazil, in United Kingdom. Encounters that I had in New York, and in Alaska and all the lovely pictures that I have taken. For those that were not well informed, I was on a ‘world tour’ since Christmas 2008, and been out of the country since then.

Okay, no naughty story today, since I really really need to get to bed, and head to New Zealand =)

P/S: Happy birthday!

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Well, I did not do it with any intention; I was merely busy with stuffs back home.

Chinese New Year celebration has been great. It is a time where meeting cousins is never a task, but a sheer pleasure. I mean, who would be burdened to be seeing their cute adorable cousin to grown up to be a handsome and most importantly legal, young man?

If it wasn’t for the comments left by my readers, I could have drifted into a solemn state of mind thinking, and perhaps fantasizing that nice body of my cousin. Young as he is, he is nicely tanned with nice broad shoulders. Upon that covered cloth, is a nicely proportioned 6 pack of muscular with a slight hint of baby fat still underneath it.

His face is still protected, no freckles, no zits. Still as smooth as a baby’s buttock.

Seeing him grown for the past years has been a pleasure. I always had imagined him to grown up a handsome young lad, but I should have let my imagination run wilder as the result of the ‘imagination’ were way beyond imagination.

Aunt loves pampering us with her love. She shower us whenever she has got the chance to. Scrubbing our back where our little hands could not reach.

Things are the same with cousin, only a couple years back, cousin refused to let her bath him as he slowly grow into puberty. I guess we all know what it meant.

I guess I get drifted away too easily. This post was about me being missing from the blog, not about my cousin. Perhaps in another post.

So, Chinese New Year is great. We get to get together, burning fire crackers and scare the shit out of the neighbor’s dogs and stuffs like that. Food was abundant but sadly and surprisingly, I did not gain any weight this year. A good thing, of course seeing that I am slowly losing out on my six pack due to excessive body fat.

Then again, that was just Chinese New Year? What about the other days that I was not posting anything?

Maybe I was just lazy. Tee Hee!

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