So that MIA thinggy did not actually go that far.

I could not explain why, but of recent, I have seldom think about The Boy. Yes, no more sleepless night, crying thinking of him and stuff. I am glad, for once because I think I have finally conquered the feeling of letting The Boy go.

Then, there is Harry that comes into picture.

If you remember Harry, Harry got a little too uncomfortable after our session along with David. Although David had not had sex with both of us that day when they were at my place, I had fun with Harry. Harry still refuse to talk about it, perhaps from the shyness that I would expect him to have. Well at least a little.

David on the other hand decided that perhaps retail business isn’t really his thing. Well, I warned him few months before his attempt into it. Now that he is arranging interviews with other companies and etc, lets hope he is doing well.

The Boy however, gave me a shock of my lifetime, still.

Stories and rumors of The Boy actually had me as his first boy friend was shocking enough to put me into disbelieve for the next couple of days. Perhaps that is why he was so hard to let go himself when we broke up the first, and second time. Perhaps it was also one of the reason The Boy was so ‘easy’ on me on the courting part. Speaking of which, it is almost 1 1/2 years since I have seen The Boy. I would really love to just show up in front of his door step, and just say hi.

Recently, I have uploaded videos to a popular website. Not YouTube because YouTube do not allow illicit content. With that in mind, perhaps readers like you could suggest where I can upload, with a rather huge community of Malaysians preferred. So far, two of my videos were taken offline because apparently some person or people are complaining that my videos are in violation of copyright. My never seen video, of my own, having sex. Right!

I checked my web statistic and noticed that a few people are coming from Yahoo Mail, Google and stuff. They all ended up at my main page, and not some random page of my blog. I guess, someone might be promoting me again. Maybe the email states something like, “ewww look at this guy, so gay!” Now all you wankers homophobic hypocrites can go slap yourself on the face when you wank to Megan Fox, because she already admitted that she’s a man.

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23 Responses to Updates

  1. Queen B June 24, 2009 at 8:49 am #

    OMG! (Oh My GaGa)

    u hv ur onw sex tape?


  2. happygolucky1 June 24, 2009 at 1:02 pm #

    ohhhh… wat website did u post it? how can i find it lollll…winks winks

  3. Leu June 24, 2009 at 3:24 pm #

    omg~ website please…. 🙂

  4. Lyon June 24, 2009 at 4:25 pm #

    Aw I would like to see this video. =( Maybe you will post it on xtube for us, would really love to see it.

    • Cedric Ang June 24, 2009 at 6:06 pm #


      It’s in XTube, but they decided to not publish the video because .. well as per the blog post.

  5. Eaepshs June 24, 2009 at 5:33 pm #

    Hey, how can you be contacted? Could you email me?

  6. Khai June 24, 2009 at 6:35 pm #

    Just drop by and says Hi…

  7. Justin June 25, 2009 at 1:37 pm #

    I thought you said those weren’t your vids… ???

    • Cedric Ang June 25, 2009 at 9:14 pm #


      Why do u think theres a cedricang.com credit if it is not?

  8. Shahnon June 29, 2009 at 4:22 pm #

    Do you work out at any gyms by any chance Cedric?

  9. Khai July 1, 2009 at 11:15 am #

    Cedric , you read my blog …right ? But how you know I got a blog pula ?

    Did I told you before ??

  10. Tim August 1, 2009 at 11:36 am #

    Hey, I can’t seem to find your vids on Xtube…Did they/you remove it?

    Keep up the good work

    • Cedric Ang August 1, 2009 at 8:49 pm #


      That’s because my account is banned.

      • Tim August 2, 2009 at 6:05 am #

        @Cedric Ang, To tell you the truth, I guess that was kinda abrupt because…well, all I really wanted was a pic of some sort of you…

        Well..I’ve been looking high and low because…you’re the one person who brought light to me. You’re the total opposite of me. The guy I look up to, because you’re brave and not afraid to reach out to others…as for me, huh…I don’t have the guts to tell other people I like boys too.

        So, if it’s not too much to ask… could you send me a photo of you? It’s bad enough as it is, cause I keep thinking about you, but there’s no face to connect…

        I guess if I get it, I…won’t even regret if I get hit by a car the next day…Cause I feel so trapped.

        A fan/Confused student

        • Cedric Ang August 2, 2009 at 6:59 pm #


          Sorry guy, you will just have to be like the many others that read my blog that do not know how I look like 🙂

          We can communicate via email, if you really want.

  11. Tim August 2, 2009 at 8:57 pm #

    Ah yeah, well, it’s okay then. I guess I blurted out alot since it’s probably the first time I’ve got to share my thoughts with someone.

    Thanks for telling anyway.

    • Cedric Ang September 1, 2009 at 7:27 am #


      You have not emailed me or whatsoever. Why is that? I’m sad now.

  12. Nestor November 23, 2009 at 9:29 pm #

    A great secret of success is to go through life as a man who never gets used up.

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