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So that MIA thing­gy did not actu­al­ly go that far.

I could not explain why, but of recent, I have sel­dom think about The Boy. Yes, no more sleep­less night, cry­ing think­ing of him and stuff. I am glad, for once because I think I have final­ly con­quered the feel­ing of let­ting The Boy go.

Then, there is Har­ry that comes into pic­ture.

If you remem­ber Har­ry, Har­ry got a lit­tle too uncom­fort­able after our ses­sion along with David. Although David had not had sex with both of us that day when they were at my place, I had fun with Har­ry. Har­ry still refuse to talk about it, per­haps from the shy­ness that I would expect him to have. Well at least a lit­tle.

David on the oth­er hand decid­ed that per­haps retail busi­ness isn’t real­ly his thing. Well, I warned him few months before his attempt into it. Now that he is arrang­ing inter­views with oth­er com­pa­nies and etc, lets hope he is doing well.

The Boy how­ev­er, gave me a shock of my life­time, still.

Sto­ries and rumors of The Boy actu­al­ly had me as his first boy friend was shock­ing enough to put me into dis­be­lieve for the next cou­ple of days. Per­haps that is why he was so hard to let go him­self when we broke up the first, and sec­ond time. Per­haps it was also one of the rea­son The Boy was so ‘easy’ on me on the court­ing part. Speak­ing of which, it is almost 1 1/2 years since I have seen The Boy. I would real­ly love to just show up in front of his door step, and just say hi.

Recent­ly, I have uploaded videos to a pop­u­lar web­site. Not YouTube because YouTube do not allow illic­it con­tent. With that in mind, per­haps read­ers like you could sug­gest where I can upload, with a rather huge com­mu­ni­ty of Malaysians pre­ferred. So far, two of my videos were tak­en offline because appar­ent­ly some per­son or peo­ple are com­plain­ing that my videos are in vio­la­tion of copy­right. My nev­er seen video, of my own, hav­ing sex. Right!

I checked my web sta­tis­tic and noticed that a few peo­ple are com­ing from Yahoo Mail, Google and stuff. They all end­ed up at my main page, and not some ran­dom page of my blog. I guess, some­one might be pro­mot­ing me again. Maybe the email states some­thing like, “ewww look at this guy, so gay!” Now all you wankers homo­pho­bic hyp­ocrites can go slap your­self on the face when you wank to Megan Fox, because she already admit­ted that she’s a man.

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  1. Aw I would like to see this video. =( Maybe you will post it on xtube for us, would real­ly love to see it.

      • @Cedric Ang, To tell you the truth, I guess that was kin­da abrupt because…well, all I real­ly want­ed was a pic of some sort of you…

        Well..I’ve been look­ing high and low because…you’re the one per­son who brought light to me. You’re the total oppo­site of me. The guy I look up to, because you’re brave and not afraid to reach out to others…as for me, huh…I don’t have the guts to tell oth­er peo­ple I like boys too.

        So, if it’s not too much to ask… could you send me a pho­to of you? It’s bad enough as it is, cause I keep think­ing about you, but there’s no face to con­nect…

        I guess if I get it, I…won’t even regret if I get hit by a car the next day…Cause I feel so trapped.

        A fan/Confused stu­dent

        • @Tim,

          Sor­ry guy, you will just have to be like the many oth­ers that read my blog that do not know how I look like 🙂

          We can com­mu­ni­cate via email, if you real­ly want.

  2. Ah yeah, well, it’s okay then. I guess I blurt­ed out alot since it’s prob­a­bly the first time I’ve got to share my thoughts with some­one.

    Thanks for telling any­way.