That Lasting Relationship

How many of us actually wish to have a long lasting relationship?

From that time when I met Nelson to the time when Milo finally came to my life, it has been a roller coaster ride. Then came Ashton and then Julian. All within that short 6 months period.

Am I a play boy as some would label me? Or am I just searching frantically for that someone to love?

When I was with Nelson, it became so unstable that we find faults with each other. When Nelson got sick, he blamed me.

It was then I met with Ashton, a boy that I have met a couple of years back.

It wasn’t a relationship back then, but we both agree to try it out, for old times sake.

It didn’t work, only lasted for a few months and we decided to just be friends.

Then I met Julian, whom I have been having on and off conversation since a year ago. He met into some financial issue and I am not willing to help because of the past experience that I had. He ignores me very frequently and it seems he is only using me for his own benefits.

What should I do now?

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