Me worry about me

I guess I have been too accus­tomed to hav­ing things in my mind than to put it up on the blog.

This bad habit has to go, soon.

Real­ly.

It kin­da sad­dens me that when I load up the page and see that no one has been com­ment­ing on it; I used to have peo­ple com­ment­ing all the time, and the pathet­ic me goes into a melo­dra­mat­ic mode, and that wor­ries me.

Fun­ny, me wor­ry about me.

I have been mov­ing around too much, often only enough time for myself to catch a sleep. When I am on the job, I usu­al­ly only have a very minute amount of time. Like they say, pee also no time.

Prob­a­bly the rea­son why I do that to myself is to put away things that I do not want to remem­ber. Then the oth­er part of me wants that to be a mem­o­ry. Then again, what else is there to remem­ber casi­no in Okla­homa but a pathet­ic and mis­er­ably failed rela­tion­ship that I have.

I mean, what else to talk about beside that pathet­ic rela­tion­ship here, almost noth­ing else, or at least for as much as I could remem­ber what I have blogged this year, noth­ing.

Sigh

One Response to Me worry about me

  1. ivn November 20, 2012 at 11:58 pm #

    Hey…we nev­er real­ly talked, I used to keep up blog at sketchyminds.blogspot, you’re one of the few that left a com­ment there…I just brows­ing my long, for­bid­den blog when I stum­bled upon your com­ment that traced me to your blog… Well, I just read your lat­est post here and just wan­na say, cheer up, keep blog­ging! It uised to real­ly made my day back then, I think I might continue…if Im not too busy…or if I can real­ly put myself through to draw again… Hmm…just ran­dom blab­bing here, don’t mind me, I think I need to sleep now, haha..goodnight

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