I know I normally do not post videos, but there is always the first time in doing anything.
I can safely say that this song has been my companion ever since our break up.
I was introduced to the song by The Boy, he was having his bad day one day while I was with him, and he kept on playing the song again and again. He told me that he could listen to the same song all day long, and not get bored of it. Tears and emotion filled his eyes when he said that.
I guess, he might be missing someone.
The thing about The Boy is, he had kept his past love life a secret. I had no idea how many boy friends he had, or was it good or not.
They say that when a relationship ends for whatever reason, there are there are some left over ‘garbage’ that needs to be cleared off; else those ‘garbage’ will be a major barrier to having a successful future relationships.
I haven heard from him for at least a couple hundred days. Okay fine, almost a whole year and a half. Still, I don’t mind hearing his voice. Problem is, will I be emotional and break down and cry? Or will I be normal; sad bu normal?
After reading the article, [Healing From Past Relationships](http://lifestyle.gay.com/2009/05/healing-from-past-relationships.html) I felt it was quite true that perhaps I could not let it go is because there are still the ‘garbage’ inside me that I have not sorted out.
Question is, would I want to let go? Faces all around me, they don’t smile but they just crack. Waiting for the ship, but the ship is not coming back. Given something to believe, I think I can overcome The Boy. I think I can, I believe I can.