Letting it go

I know I normally do not post videos, but there is always the first time in doing anything.

I can safely say that this song has been my companion ever since our break up.

I was introduced to the song by The Boy, he was having his bad day one day while I was with him, and he kept on playing the song again and again. He told me that he could listen to the same song all day long, and not get bored of it. Tears and emotion filled his eyes when he said that.

I guess, he might be missing someone.

The thing about The Boy is, he had kept his past love life a secret. I had no idea how many boy friends he had, or was it good or not.

They say that when a relationship ends for whatever reason, there are there are some left over ‘garbage’ that needs to be cleared off; else those ‘garbage’ will be a major barrier to having a successful future relationships.

I haven heard from him for at least a couple hundred days. Okay fine, almost a whole year and a half. Still, I don’t mind hearing his voice. Problem is, will I be emotional and break down and cry? Or will I be normal; sad bu normal?

After reading the article, Healing From Past Relationships I felt it was quite true that perhaps I could not let it go is because there are still the ‘garbage’ inside me that I have not sorted out.

Question is, would I want to let go? Faces all around me, they don’t smile but they just crack. Waiting for the ship, but the ship is not coming back. Given something to believe, I think I can overcome The Boy. I think I can, I believe I can.

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9 Responses to Letting it go

  1. Bengbeng May 19, 2009 at 5:19 pm #

    let it go….u got to get rid of the old to have room for the new.

  2. thehappygolucky1 May 19, 2009 at 7:26 pm #

    well i can feel ur sadness, and i do understand the difficulty of letting it go, but its something u have to (and must) do for yourself so tat u can live better. the life is precious and short, so cheer up and try to move on in faster pace, wish u all the best 🙂

    • Cedric Ang May 19, 2009 at 9:33 pm #


      Will really try. Thanks!

  3. Twilight May 20, 2009 at 12:03 am #

    I suggest that you go sit on the bench outside the church or temples for a few hours to reflect your whole life with your God. You will be on your feet with uplifted spirits within minutes after crying out to them. You have not lost anything but gained everything! Experience, happiness & sadness are all neighbours. Today you are sad, so tomorrow is Happiness’ turn.

    Tell me if tomorrow you become HAPPY! Hugs!

  4. Justin May 20, 2009 at 8:53 am #

    I disagree with Twilght. Don’t involve God when making these sort of decisions. It has to be done internally, with you yourself and nobody else.

    Maybe sit somewhere nice and quiet, but isolated. Crowds can ruin the mood. Then start to think back on all the memories or “garbage” to be cleared out.

    My point is, you will make yourself “see” it until the memories become mere memories. Nothing more, nothing less.

  5. daydream May 20, 2009 at 9:35 pm #

    love is come and go,u don knw when it will be here and maybe tomolo it wil lost forever! but the precious love is come from heart and memories!!just keep those sweet memorize ,maybe next time u recall back on it,u still feel warm in ur heart!!

  6. Sad January 8, 2010 at 6:54 pm #

    I am now….suffering this matter….and i was same school with him….n could see him evryday…………..but it hurts me….i still couldn’t let go…

    • Cedric Ang January 9, 2010 at 7:16 am #


      Sorry to hear that. Perhaps it is when I dont see him that makes me miss him so much.

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