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Overcoming depression

I had a long chat on MSN with a close friend, and I think I know what the prob­lems is.

You see, after that whole episods of me puk­ing my guts out in my own room, I think I am suf­fer­ing from depres­sion and needs med­ical help. I mean, this is not nor­mal, being sui­ci­dal is not nor­mal. Besides hav­ing to clean my room full of puke, and blood, I guess I am okay.

Some­one says that I sound very pos­ses­sive. I wasn’t real­ly. I was try­ing to pro­tect L, I tried too hard. I was wor­ried.

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When you think you don’t care

When I receive words from L that he will be out with a friend to a pub for an inter­view, I was wor­ried.

After I have start­ed the courtship with L, I have giv­en him my spare phone num­ber which is also my sup­pli­men­ta­ry line num­ber because it would be more log­ic to call or text me using that num­ber. Although that L promised me he would pay his end of the line, I would not care.

When he break the news that he was with a friend in a pub, it got me wor­ried, and only to get worst when I still had not hear from him way until clos­ing time of any pub is allowed to open.

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Gay relationships always has to be sex

Inspired by Robb’s [cou­ple shot](http://robbyaoi.blogspot.com/2008/03/couple-shot.html) post, I thought of writ­ing some­thing sim­i­lar to what my rela­tion­ships ups and downs been going through.

I must admit, it is quite true to say that gay rela­tion­ships do not last as long. Per­haps main­ly the objec­tive of a gay rela­tion­ship is sex, sex and even more sex. I **must** admit that sex does come eas­i­er, if you are gay.

From all my rela­tion­ships with my ex boy friends, I had only had a rela­tion­ship that last­ed me for 2 years; even that too start­ed off with sex.

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Suddenly, Sex is not all important

In a heist, I pen down my entry about my boy friend after he sent me a mes­sage that he wants to take a break from the rela­tion­ship, a per­son­al time for him­self.

A few peo­ple had sent me email about it, and I thank you guys for the con­cerns, I real­ly do. I think my post could have been mis­un­der­stood, or mak­ing some peo­ple con­fused and thus ask­ing me ques­tions; ques­tions is some­thing I do not need now, what I need is some time to myself, and to think about the reper­cus­sions of the things that I have done.

This post would, hope­ful­ly explain all.

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