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That Whatsapp Message

It was a short and sim­ple mes­sage. “Good morn­ing” I said.


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Hap­py Valen­tines,” I said.


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He blocked me.

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That Chat

We went for sup­per short­ly after. I want­ed to go some­where fur­ther but it was get­ting too late and I was feel­ing a lit­tle sleepy. So we decid­ed some­where near­by instead. Again, we had such good con­ver­sa­tion about every­thing up until the din­ing table.

It was when he showed me his phone with my num­ber who he had named it as ‘Dono Who’. I agree, i did not offi­cial­ly tell him what is my name, which I think it was not impor­tant at that time. i took his phone, and entered my name into that entry.

When he took back the phone, he stared at it for a moment.

Your name is very famil­iar, where have I known you before?”

A very bad way to clear my name, I real­ized. He promised to shove it aside but we all know it will not hap­pen. We humans just like to dig out the past and talk about them, one time or anoth­er.

Back home, we still con­tin­ue to talk about it. I showed him some mes­sages that we pre­vi­ous­ly exchanged, and that jogged his mem­o­ry a lit­tle.

We hugged a lot that night, and basi­cal­ly talk till both of us fell asleep. It was the first time I had this kind of expe­ri­ence. I still remem­ber that we had this dis­cus­sion so seri­ous­ly, he total­ly for­got about the road and dri­ve into a pot­hole.

The morn­ing, we both hugged a lit­tle before send­ing him off. He has got a meet­ing so i didn’t dis­turb him dur­ing the day. We had planned pre­vi­ous­ly to go for a movie after he has done his stuffs.

Then, things did not go well .. I am still sad.. why? How come? How did it hap­pened the way it did?

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That Feeling

You know that feel­ing when you liked some­one? That tin­gling sen­sa­tion that you often hear in movie dialogs but don’t quite know what it is?

It was this guy that I got to know back in the days. We can’t say we know each oth­er, but he has heard of me, and like­wise I have heard of him.

He mes­saged me one day in response to some­thing that I have post­ed in a forum. In that mes­sage was his con­tact num­ber. I sent him a text and it was a short exchange of mes­sages, noth­ing moved; this was a year ago.

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Holding on

As I sit myself on the plane, doing some­thing out of my rou­tine I was reflect­ing on my goals and achieve­ments that I have done through­out the year.

It was just moments ago before I leave the hotel room to Incheon, that I weigh myself on the scale. I gained anoth­er 5kg of weight. It was noth­ing unusu­al, real­ly.

Come every Decem­ber, it seems to be the month where I gain some weight. Per­haps due to the kin­da depres­sion that I have to go through, or per­haps it was due to the hol­i­day and year end. I would like to think that it was because of the hol­i­day, but deep inside, I know it was because I miss The Boy.

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