For a long time, I was killing myself to hide that fact. I had all these reasons, it was unfair that only gay people had to come out, I was sick of change, but the truth is, I was just scared.
First, I thought it was just a gay thing but then I realised that no matter what, announcing who you are to the world is pretty terrifying cause what if the world doesn’t like you. So, I did whatever I could to keep my secret.
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Author Archive | Cedric
Wanted to write something here, then right in front of the keyboard, don’t know what to write.
When on the way walking to the keyboard that time, a lot of things running through the mind can’t wait to be written down. Alas.
I think work has been great. Nothing earth-shattering as of yet but hopefully by this time next year, I would have done some changes.
Finally formatted my computer, something that I should have done a long time. Time to upgrade too as this I think is too old. I never believe that hardware could not last more than 10 years. At least until I used a Dell.
My friends would know me well that I am a pretty brand loyal guy. When I find something that I like, I would stick to that brand.
I am back, yes really this time.
And I have lots to update. Keep on following.
It was one of those business trips nights, swiping and browsing location-based hook-up apps, hoping to score some action, on a boring mid- weeknight.
It was that familiar sound of a popular location-based hookup app. It indicates a new message received, though many times, are boring unrelated, “where you from” that kind of messages. This time, it was different. Continue Reading →
Christmas Eve. They say that is the festive season to break a virgin. I did, however, just spending time watching House. That series that I have been wanting to watch. At the same time, I got myself a Blu-ray box set of The X-Files.
I guess Chrismas Eve for me was spent being alone. Just me and my series. I wasn’t feeling too happy. Work has been great, but I was getting a huge pay cut to join this company. Times are bad, that’s why.
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