March 2008 Archives

One of the hardest thing that comes in any ‘breakup package’ is the amount of tears that you are required to shred.

I had not had the hearts to leave L. I know I have always use that to threaten L and it never work, not a single once.

Me for one could not take the breakup that easily. Both of us are hard sells. He wants me to start it over again, I can’t seeing the amount of feelings that I had with him, and I certainly would not want to just ‘move on’.

Looking at his pictures that I have placed on my desk, I could not believe I could have said those words to him. It must have hurt him as much as it hurt me.

I could not believe for something that I have treasured so hard, and I could just let go like that.

It wasn’t easy, especially with L that I have been so fond with. There are no words to describe the amount of love that I have with him, and I shall forbid myself to compare it with anyone else, because the competition just could not keep up to it.

It seems to be pretty periodic that I have neglected my blog over here.

Work has been pretty much kept me busy for most of the days. When I am not together with L, I am either with my work or my studies. Sometimes, I do take a nap relaxing together with the nice beautify rainy weather.

If you are a frequent reader of my blog, then you should know that I love rainy days. It is not only refreshing to hear the rain drops dropping, but also the ‘quietness’ that comes together with it. Almost putting you into that dispassionate feeling.