Cedric Ang

I have been very lonely lately.

Ever since Frankie left for Miri to work, I have been looking at my MSN list for hours trying to look for someone to chat.

I tried to talk to the boy, but the boy refuse to talk to me because he is pissed at something that I do not think I have done.

How now ?

Maybe I should go company Puki.

One of the nice things in a relationship is holding hands.

I like to hold the boy’s hands. Whether is it in the car, or just generally giving him that brisk hug that he deserves.

Holding hands to me is the kind of physical intimacy that is the kind of expression of feelings that I have for the boy. It gives the means of being present in that someone’s personal space. I hold hands with the boy, is because I want to share the things that he has, the personal space.

Holding hands significates the affection that I have to the boy.

Of recent, the boy has been avoiding holding my hand. Not to say totally avoid, but rather, with little response when I try to hold his hand…

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Before I went, I thought.

What would 20 guys do in a farewell party? All I can think of is a massive orgy. With the mixture of cute guys, hot guys, engineers and doctors, it would be fun.

Drunk, no not quiet.

But it is sad to see Frankie go, at least for a while.

Will miss you a lot, darling.

I find the story published by The Star hilarious.

Pornographic dolls? Why can’t they just call it the sex dolls? I mean, give me a break, thse kinda novelty stores has been in Malaysia for the longest time, think I Need House, think the shop that I bought the springy condoms, think the Condom shop in Sri Petaling.

I guess Mohd Rizal Abidin must be living in a cave or something. Perhaps he is just plain ignorant?

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Once bitten, you take make your steps precautiously. Sometimes, there are things that cannot be prevented.

It was quite a scary thought, the thought of seeing the boy in La Queen.

The story goes like this.

For the past week, I had not had much success with talking to the boy. On that Saturday, after our outing and shopping spree, we went to a fast food restaurant for supper. The boy needed to use the gents, and there he went.

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I remember the time when I first had a threesome sex.

It was supposed to be a one on one sex. The boy got shy and anxious, he brought along his gay friend.

Adrian was this boy that I have met from the net. In the picture, he looked amazing. Nice skin tone, nicely trimmed hair and boyish voice that could send any gay men that fantasize young boys to the moon, and back again.

Adrian’s friend was a little bigger build. Not too indecent for my liking, or should I just say, neutral. However, my main focus on that night, was Adrian.

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Ever since the other day’s outage I finally decided to upgrade my hosting plans.

Well, for one, I had hated the webhost’s support. They seem like do not know what are they doing, or at least I thought so.

The site was down for almost 24 hours, support request was shooting back and forth. The support blamed me for not using their Name Server, I told them I had pointed it correctly to the right server using A records, and that they have changed the servers without informing.

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If you guys are my regular blog reader, you probably have noticed that my blog was down for several hours.

Well, indeed it was.

My webhost had did some changes to the system, and something went wrong.

Will story later. Some of the links are not working right now. I am working on it. Be patient.