Cedric Ang

Whatever decisions that I make now, would determine what would happen in the relationship between us.

It was a normal Monday morning for me to start off with. Ants were all over my work desk for some unknown reasons, my notebook’s power adapter was turned off, and my notebook was forcefully shut off, leaving me with less two hours of production work. How else can you start off a Monday?

A cup of nice warm milk coffee later, the boy messaged me. I had wanted to drop by to Gardens tomorrow evening to grab a USB charger for the boy; he had misplaced it. I told him about my plans the weekend before, and the boy did not want to follow, I found it odd that suddenly he asked me about it.

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One thing that I could not stand my own boss is when he denies something.

Just the other day, while I was working, he was trying to pry to see what am I doing. While I was not in the mood for the ‘supervision’ I did feel a little annoyed. In the process of him checking out what I was doing, he dropped the keyboard that was on the desk on to the computer that I was running.

After lunch, when I tried to boot up the other computer, I realized that the hard disk was giving some really serious issues. I checked the disk, and it was in a condition where it can never be used anymore.

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You know sometimes you see patrol cars stop random people by the road side, and then check on their IDs and stuffs. It makes me wonder what sort of ‘algorithm’ do the patrol car uses in order to identify you to be one that they can stop.

It is one of these days that I was stopped by a patrol car. I saw the patrol car following pretty closely, and I picked up speed a little. The patrol car did the same, and then over took me from the right, and signaled me to stop by the side.

I did.

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Finally. I have got my hands to a iPhone 3G. Two actually. 1 black, and 1 white.

Now, I am planning to sell my iPhone 1.0. Anyone wants?

Well, lets drool on the pictures.

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Looking for dildo? Think before you ask.

In the modern times, people often get…

While I am having trouble trying to start the conversation with the boy, I do feel unhappy about the fact that he had wanted me to get him a sex toy.

This happened a couple of weeks ago, the boy had wanted something to play with. I thought nothing about it, until recently where he had hinted again.

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Last Thursday was a great day for me.

Well, some may know that I am not actively looking for another job. Actively meaning that I send my resumes all around, making calls all around and such. Yes I am searching, just not actively.

A couple of days ago, I received a call from this head hunter company seeing if I am interested to work with this solution provider company. I thought why not just give it a try, and see how far can I go. Now, I have been head hunted many times over the past few weeks, but so far nothing had caught my interest yet, or nothing had caught anyone’s interest yet.

So I took half day’s leave, and went over. The meeting was set at 2.

It was not a easy place to miss, they have their own building build right smack of town. 5 Floors.

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I talked about how I have met Jenn. Of recent days, i suddenly thought of him.

Blame Sex in the City for that.

I was on the bed the day before, thinking back the same moment when I had Jenn with me. I remembered we had a very good chat. He being chatty, and perhaps me in the mood. The atmosphere in the car that night was very lively, if I were to make comparison with the other nights with other strangers.

It was a very pleasurable ride on that night. I don’t exactly remember what was it that we talked about, but I am sure Jenn did not touch on the sensitive issues.

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I would never forget the day my world was literally turned upside down, sideways and back and forth. It was when I found myself to be HIV-. I can vividly remember being thrown into an emotional and physical tornado. I remember thinking my world has come to an end.

Dealing with the physical part of the HIV test is hard enough, but dealing with the emotional barrier is even harder. Imagine the impending fear and anxiety that pours in your feeling, you are totally helpless and just trying to hang on to your dear life; hoping to wake up from the bad dream.

It seems like the end of the world for many that have to deal with HIV and it is perfectly understandable given all the trails and tribulations that comes with it. The good news is that there are thousands of us out there that have learned to deal with it. Sooner or later.

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I like tattoos. I think Tattoos are sexy.

You just have to agree that tattoos on twinks and young guys are really sexy. I have met a couple of some of these nicely tattooed individuals, and can’t help staring at their nicely done tattoos.

I too have a few tattoos around my body. I got them many years ago, and am proud of it. During the years when I first got it done, I get numerous stares from people disapproving the act. Now that tattoos are seen as a form of art, using the body as the canvas, people are slowly accepting it as a culture.

Imagine this, going to a club where majority of the people there sports one or two tattoos dancing on the dance floor with the groove of the veteran DJ. Imagine this taking place right at the heart of KL’s night life.

S.I.N is organizing for the first time in KL, called the ‘KL Ink’ event. Event starts at 10 P.M and if you show them your tattoo, you can get free entry without cover charge. For those that has got their tattoo in some oblivious places, perhaps a RSVP to the Facebook Event could get you an entry. This is definitely an event not to be missed if you are those that fancies tattoos.

Spec Body Art will also be giving out 10% discount vouchers to early birds. So do drop by S.I.N this Friday if you have nothing at your agenda, more importantly, drop by S.I.N if you think you have a cool tattoo because you might be one to go home with a bottle of Absolut Vodka!

The gay circle just come on so surreal to me again.

Well, it was just this afternoon that someone sent me a message. I only remember him as one of my god brother’s boy friend. The other day, I saw them together in The Curve when I was with L. Well I did not recognize John’s boy friend, but his name is Vincent.

Now, I did not know that both of them were together, but when Vincent spoke about my ex boy friend, like how my ex boy friend had used me to satisfy his financial needs, it occurs to me who Vincent was.

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