Cedric Ang

Lunch break.

Having some hard time trying to think what is good for lunch on a lazy Friday afternoon.

Some went to Manhattan Fish Market, some went for some Italian food.

Maybe I should cook something at the pantry with the microwave over. Indo Mee sounds tempting, but a little tad salty. Magee would be a nice choice, but I don’t want soupy mee today. How about a serving of sodomee?

I’m already tired, I don’t need him to make me happy anymore; to wait for his hugs, my importants to him; everything is already too late.

I am just tired of life. There is nothing here for me; I tried to make it so many times and just end up failing and making everyone around me disappointed. I am done and I am done hurting those around me and I just want to be alone, for eternity, just to be alone. Nothing in this world make me happy anymore. I can’t stand being around people no matter how hard I try.

If you have not catch the first part of the story, you need to read it to understand the whole situation.

My sudden ‘freeze’ motion had triggered Jay to stop his humping, and his dick slowly shrink into bite size. Blocked from the view, Jay could not tell what is wrong, but only to his instinct that we are in trouble. My body language had trigger him to freak out together with me.

I had wish it was a pussy, or a rat or something. Instead, it was a lively human figure that stood there. Both of us freak out. Jay’s cock was totally flaccid and it slipped off my mouth and exposed to the chill morning air.

After getting a little sober from the abundance of drinks that night in MarketPlace, we adjourne back home. After dropping Frankie back to his place, we (me and Jay) started to inch our way back.

Prior to our ‘clubbing’ night, Jay had agreed that we have a little fun by ourself. Ever since he broke up with his boy friend a year ago, he had not had any encounters with anyone. That’s what he told me.

Jay is quite popular on the dance floor that night. Many hugs were exchanged, which I think they know Jay. Seeing that these most people are pretty good looking ones, I was feeling a little jealous.

The outing to Marketplace was definitely the first time experience for me. Tuck away from the usual ‘hot spots’ of bars and drunkards. Nicely composed with the Petronas Twin Towers at the background, MarketPlace KL is situated at Lorong Yap Kuan Seng. Tuck within the city, it is a makeshift 2 story bungalow. The subtle lighting from the nearby towers give it a glow, one would then wonder, how much does Petronas pay for their electricity bill.

The night started when we decided to head over to SIN, I was having the assumption that it was a ‘Madonna’ event since I was exclusively invited by the manager themselves. Sadly, silly me made a mistake, it was a Underwear Model theme on Saturday, and ‘Madonna’ was the day before. Underwear theme would be fun, drooling over almost naked models does send the mind into the fantasy land.

After the outing the other day in The Curve attending to the F&N Stylez, we adjourned to the neighborhood new attraction, the S.I.N Club. The night was quite young, and we only see people walking in to the new club shortly after 11PM.

Located next to Modesto’s in Jalan P.Ramlee, the clubbing hot spot, it was the formally Ibiza. S.I.N is operated by the same management of Liquid Bar. The crowd on that night was depressing, but I was informed that the previous night’s crowd was fabulous. With a lot of young and hot gay guys enjoying the music.

Remember Jason? That catching eye candy that I saw in F&N Freestylz?

Well, on that faithful Saturday evening when everyone is busy sheltering the canvas, I actually met Jason in the loo. We were both at the urinal trying to ease ourself.

Every now and then, I would post a condom review. Well I figure, why post a condom review when sometimes, people just do not know how to use one correctly ?

On that one particular Saturday, was a whole fun filled evening all together.

First, it started with I sorta got invited to go to The Curve where they are having this street art kinda event organized by F&N. I later found out it was F&N Freestylz.

What more, I did not catch what my friend had said, all I cared at that time was to get the The Curve. I brought my compact camara, luckily.

Parking was havoc, I tell you. It is the first time that I actually illegally parked in a mall. Illegal meaning, there were no boxes around my car when I finally parked my car.

A few days ago, I noticed that I have been getting return messages in my GMail account. I opened one of it, and noticed that I was actually sending out spams out to people in my contact list.

Thinking that it might be spoofed, I checked my outgoing folders, and to my surprised I found that I did sent out those emails. From my history of so many ancient years of using the computer, I have never got infected by a virus, or a malware before. I have yet to had any of my accounts hacked. Disbelieved, I surf around wanting for an answer.