It has been awhile, isn’t it?
I do not normally update these, but being in the aviation industry myself, I just can’t help reading at how misinformed some people can be.
I read about people blaming MAS for taking that route, to cut cost and save time.
I read about people blaming saying that the plane were flying over restricted airspace.
I read about people blaming the pilots for flying over troubled areas.
How many of us actually wish to have a long lasting relationship?
From that time when I met Nelson to the time when Milo finally came to my life, it has been a roller coaster ride. Then came Ashton and then Julian. All within that short 6 months period.
Am I a play boy as some would label me? Or am I just searching frantically for that someone to love?
When I was with Nelson, it became so unstable that we find faults with each other. When Nelson got sick, he blamed me.
It was then I met with Ashton, a boy that I have met a couple of years back.
It wasn’t a relationship back then, but we both agree to try it out, for old times sake.
It didn’t work, only lasted for a few months and we decided to just be friends.
Then I met Julian, whom I have been having on and off conversation since a year ago. He met into some financial issue and I am not willing to help because of the past experience that I had. He ignores me very frequently and it seems he is only using me for his own benefits.
What should I do now?
It was a short and simple message. “Good morning” I said.
Last seen, 2 minutes ago.
“Happy Valentines,” I said.
Last seen, 1 minute ago.
He blocked me.
We went for supper shortly after. I wanted to go somewhere further but it was getting too late and I was feeling a little sleepy. So we decided somewhere nearby instead. Again, we had such good conversation about everything up until the dining table.
It was when he showed me his phone with my number who he had named it as ‘Dono Who’. I agree, i did not officially tell him what is my name, which I think it was not important at that time. i took his phone, and entered my name into that entry.
When he took back the phone, he stared at it for a moment.
“Your name is very familiar, where have I known you before?”
A very bad way to clear my name, I realized. He promised to shove it aside but we all know it will not happen. We humans just like to dig out the past and talk about them, one time or another.
Back home, we still continue to talk about it. I showed him some messages that we previously exchanged, and that jogged his memory a little.
We hugged a lot that night, and basically talk till both of us fell asleep. It was the first time I had this kind of experience. I still remember that we had this discussion so seriously, he totally forgot about the road and drive into a pothole.
The morning, we both hugged a little before sending him off. He has got a meeting so i didn’t disturb him during the day. We had planned previously to go for a movie after he has done his stuffs.
Then, things did not go well .. I am still sad.. why? How come? How did it happened the way it did?