Cedric Ang

As I sit myself on the plane, doing something out of my routine I was reflecting on my goals and achievements that I have done throughout the year.

It was just moments ago before I leave the hotel room to Incheon, that I weigh myself on the scale. I gained another 5kg of weight. It was nothing unusual, really.

Come every December, it seems to be the month where I gain some weight. Perhaps due to the kinda depression that I have to go through, or perhaps it was due to the holiday and year end. I would like to think that it was because of the holiday, but deep inside, I know it was because I miss The Boy.

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I do not know when, but when I last sent The Boy a one-sided short text message, I did not receive a delivery report. No replies, no delivery report, nothing. This was back in 2010.

A few days back, as I was browsing on my Whatsapp, I saw a familiar number that was on Whatsapp. It was The Boy’s number; I have kept his number till date, not wanting to remove it from my address book, not wanting to remove him.

Ironic, I am still not able to get him on Facebook, he has just vanished.

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Did I really try to make everyone happy, that I have totally forgotten about myself? Why is it every time when I needed to talk to somebody, no one seem to be available to talk to me?

I should be the kinda person that when I press a button on my phone, there should be someone that I could talk to, easily. Instead when I scroll through my address book, all I can find are the numbers of my fuck buddies, sex partners, one night stands and no one else. Has my life ‘evolved’ so much that sex is only what I need, and not love anymore?

To think, the session was pretty fantastic just now, but like an orgasm, it was great and then it died off.

We just fucked, but in actual fact I needed someone to talk to, someone where I could relate.

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I just got to admit, I have grown lazy when it comes to updating this little space.

If it wasn’t for something of pressing needs, I would not have update.

Perhaps it is because the excuse of the workload, but perhaps it is also because I have moved on from actual blogging into a micro-blog. Perhaps, it was procrastination that should be the keyword here.

I have just got myself a newer MacBook Air. Not really something that I like because of the lack of processing power, but I kind of like it better than my iPad. AT&T gave me a call the other day asking me to go back to one of the center as they replace a new iPhone 4S for me, and also the Blackberry Bold 9900 that has some problems.

Flying back and forth to Singapore and Kuala Lumpur is tiring. Of course it wasn’t as tedious as long hauls from New York. At the very least, I have my electronic devices to keep me company.

I then have people from Dealmates commenting about my post that I have wrote about Dealmates. I know that for a fact because I have tried to login to their UniFi router and that is what their UniFi login is.

Then, there is the part where Dealmates’ affiliate tries to buy some 5 minute fame by putting some deceiving numbers about their visitors, thinking that they are too good to be true, but did not realize that the other group buying site has got 3/4 more traffic. A few affiliate after took down these posts.

Of course, after the first episode of me and Dealmates, they have made a few changes. I am glad that someone has been reading my blog posts, and do the necessary. You are welcome.

December is coming, and it will be another month of work and hectic.

I rarely blog about things like this but I think it is funny.

I stumble upon this group buying site that seems to be a hot topic right now for bargain hunters. Group buying is basically harnessing the internet and buying things from a merchant with huge discounts. It is also another way of marketing for the merchant for a very low fee. It is a three wins kinda situation where everyone gets a good deal out of it.

Back to the topic of what I was gonna blog about.

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Andrew, if you would remember him.

I first met him during one of those stint that I had him over at my place.

“Hey, are you free tonight? I am horny. I want your cock inside me.”

It was a late message from Andrew that I receive that night. It was almost 2 am on a work day morning.

To get to Andrew’s place would require about 30 minutes of travelling time. Andrew had a room mate in that night, and could not accommodate me. After a few messages exchanged, we decided to try something a little wild, by doing it at the apartment’s stairs.

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It started with a one night stand; he messaged me and asked if he could come over for the night as his landlord had to pull back his room last minute.

It was the ultimate fantasy that I have. A sleep over, and then I put my dick into him when he is asleep.

It happened that night. We were rolling on the bed, then he felt asleep.  He was naked, with his bubble butt exposed to the chill air in the room. 

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I liked toilet sex. The kinky, on the stop and go action.

Especially the ones busy with human traffic, it gets even kinkier; the fear of being caught with your pants down (literally).

I met Melvin at Pavilion the last time when I was back in KL; I do not like the malls in KL especially Pavilion Kuala Lumpur. Too many flamboyant boys, not that I do not enjoy the view, but these boys tend to be the sissy type, and those that are not the sissy type would be those that I have fucked before.

So me and Melvin planned for a meet up at Pavilion. Just walking around, looking at those rare species of boys. It wasn’t a weekend but the human traffic was abundance. We got bored looking at those tiny butts swinging around and decided to walk around looking for some designer goods instead.

After an hour of shopping, we decided to ease ourself at the nearby lavatory.

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I woke up in the morning today to find out that I was alone at home. I made my way to the kitchen to make myself some breakfast; there was some leftover from last night.

While breakfast was being heated up, some leftover meatballs and spaghetti, I was having that weird feeling of being alone.

I put on some movies and tried to concentrate, I can’t. Lunch time came, and the same thing happen. Cooked myself lunch, tried to sit in front of that giant LCD TV that I bought myself, but I still could not concentrate with what is going on on the TV.

Dinner was the same, this time I gave up trying to put something on the TV, and just stuffed my face with the food.

I had not logged in to my Facebook, my Twitter was left dormant. It’s not that I purposely did that. More like when I wanted to tweet about something, no one replied to me, and I find it rather depressing.

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I don’t know about you but I am sick of having to live with the lies portrayed by the local main stream media.

I mean, what happened to free media? Why are there so many lies in it?

Where there so little people in the Bersih rally? I was there, and with my own eyes, I could not see the end of the road. It is as massive as a rave party in Amsterdam, no it is more massive than a rave party in Amsterdam. That’s how huge it is. Click here to read more